Have you ever sat down and thought to yourself "why"? Why do certain people act the way they do? Why does someone not like you? Why do you like the things you like? Well I have. I've always been told "curiosity killed the cat." Well, if that's the case, my cat has been dead for years.
I'm intrigued with the unknown. For instance, why does a certain person not talk to me anymore? I haven't done anything wrong. We were perfectly fine in our relationship until....nothing. This person just stopped talking to me, stopped emailing me, deleted me off their friend's list on Facebook. I haven't done anything. I didn't say anything. It just happened. It normally wouldn't bother me, I have random people do that to me from time to time. But this person did it to a whole side of my family. My husband, mother-in-law, father-in-law and myself have all found ourselves ex-communicated from this person. None of us know why. We each have our suspicions as to why we have been shunned, but none of these reasons are very legitimate. If the reasons we are thinking of are, in fact, the reason why we are being ignored, then this person needs some growing up to do. Sometimes I want to reach out and ask this person why they are doing this to us. But then I always stop and think "if this person has just dropped all of us from their life with no explanation, is that really a person you want in your life?" Sometimes, life can be so confusing.
Just some ramblings...this is what happens when your children go to bed at 7pm and your husband is sick. I stay awake....thinking. Not always a good thing. Maybe I'll send a text message or an email. I might even make a phone call if I can find the time.
I guess I should be going to bed now. I'm getting tired and have to be up early for work in the morning.
